I am in love with you.  Your face. Your voice.  I love it all.  The three hours I spent with you tonight were the best three hours I have had this entire time I have been in New York, aside from time spent with my family.  I really wish I knew what it is about you but I just can’t stop.  I want to see you again so bad before I leave to go down south.  I don’t even care about the sex, I just want to see you.  I’m pretty sure I have decided I will never tell you this.  I don’t think you want to hear it.  But I have to get it out because it will drive me insane if I don’t.